- In the past I couldn't ever believe I would be able to be anything... I still don't, but I'm trying to or at least have fun failing I guess. No matter where I go I must hold myself against a wall... Why not be someone else? Could I be someone else? I don't want to be anyone else... No one should want to be me, so just laugh with me... As I cry.
Have you ever played a game and wish you could live the character's life?
I dreamed of many things and I have created so many things, but tell me why do I have to always sharpen a broken knife?
The Knife of my heart is as sharp as the words of my tongue, but I'm still to young to actually make my realities.
My lucky number was always seven, but it's now eleven, passing the second time 2 times around.
It's like trying to tie your shoe but you have to avoid being shot in the back by an arrow, burnt by a dragon or being seen by the pharaoh.
Everyone has sorrow, but it take more time to heal a wound, it not yet past noon, but I'm scared.
If I told you that I was going to die soon and my dream was never going to come true, what would you do?
It too soon, but I'm Doomed to gaze down on my emotions to make slow and small motions.
I'm playing my life in slow motion, I can't afford to not think about the possibilities, because if I stop I'll make a mistake, so for now I need to think of life like a game, but it a fact that it ain't a game and it can make you and everyone else go insane.
I need to think of it as a game to hold myself back from most of those mistakes.
Love is like making a mistake, you will repeat and be defeated.
But as they say a mistake can create a path to a new fate, but you never know when it's too late.
© Joshua Jeffries, aka afoolzluck
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