I know is not easy to pass over these moments, especially at your age, but there is always a good side from everything what's happen. Even if now you don't see it, i'm sure in future you gonna better understand the reason.
Be strong and don't go down to depressions, it will just hurt more.
Somehow you will make it !
Even this positive vibe from all fellow steemians is something !
RE: And just like that...