"I had a borderline-obsessive-compulsive ambition in my various pursuits, yet masterfully procrastinated when it came to the one thing that ultimately mattered the most to my heart and soul.
And naturally, came the hit to the self-esteem over the last year."
This is one of the most thoughtful introspections I have ever come across concerning doing and not doing one's Soul Purpose.
I did not feel inspired to throw any cards since previous readings remain relevant.
Wheel of Fortune, Tower, Magician
Looks like all you have to do is grab your destiny by the balls, make decisions/not get bogged down by indecision and be your Magician self. Looks like this is an area of natural talent where you have refined your skills for these endeavors.
The combination between The Wheel of Fortune (portrayed as Schrodinger's cat) and the Tower seem to indicate that all you have to do is collapse the wavefunction to get the desired outcome, because that is all an effective Magician has to do.
It is unusual for to get such strong Major Arcana cards for a question. I would wish you luck but you do not need it. Apparently, you already are luck.
[Apparently you are luck when you are doing your Soul Purpose - that is how you evoke the momentum of the universe to have your back.]
This reading is still relevant:
"If there is some greater reason, purpose, benefit, gift, etc. in my plans getting averted like this, what might the larger plan be I’ve been missing, which life may be trying to get me back on track towards...?"
Apparently the answer was... getting you back on track towards NOT procrastinating with your music. Soul Force and Purpose For Creation go hand in hand like The Dance and The Dancer; hence act of getting in touch with your inner soul force is often done by the action of what your soul force wants to express.
Sonic alchemy is a new interest of mine. Which books, scientists and artists would you recommend?
Also, ReSteemed.
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