Sometimes when we feel hurt or missing someone so bad is good to say the pain. I can listen but I don't think I can say something. Because whether I say the pay is still there. And if I say I know what you are being through, I lie. I don't and I don't think I want to know the feeling. But I know the feeling of loneless and the feeling of missing something so bad. The way you talked, I am sure he was happy and felt loved. You can always adopt a new pappy and offer the same love .