Maybe I can do without taking a bath in a few days but I always take a bath when I use the toilet so I take a bath at least once a day but before when I was still okay with my feet joints and can walk without much difficulty I take a bath more frequently often just to feel better as I was not being dialyzed better and have a bad well-being with my body.
Taking a bath does make me feel refreshed so I make it a point to have one if I can do it. I can still do it right now but my feet and hip joints now are painful to move with. I still have issues with my rib and tailbone areas as ll as stiffness all over. These things just developed from simple weakness into stiffness followed by pain.
I managed to take a light sleep this morning and I want to sleep now as my journey to the bathroom made me feel weary and damn tired to the bones. Maybe I needed a physical therapy but it needs much money plus I think my parents thinks that it is just a waste of time. It is just bad that I do not have a family of my own to support me like a wife and children although I also think I am better off without such things.
I pray to God and please pray for me to give e more time. I need to still get to accomplish my goals and show the world that we can still get into our hopes if we put our minds and about it. But I don't know ow long still I will last but still will fight until my inevitable defeat.