I have an envy on my neighbor, a kid who recently had a kidney transplant and now up and able and working for a company. A few months ago bedridden almost and very thin, weak, and had a difficulty in breathing but now he is as good as new. The difference between me and him is the support of his family.
I don't know why I haven't gotten much support from my family and relatives. I only survived because I was supported by my brother which gavee much of his salary when he was just starting up from the paper company that he works for. I am very thankful that I had him. Maybe that my siblings were just too young when I needed some great help by which they are unable to help out financially.
My mother is also the number one hesistant or unwilling for my siblings to give me one of their kidneys. I don't know, maybe her love for her other children is also great that she doesn't want to sacrifice then anymore over the operating table. My father also is just like sailboat, if no wind, then he won't move and he just doesn't know what to do. My father just didn't do something to initiate a way for me to get a new kidney.
They all are actually given up on me. I am just surviving because I have still some money to support myself. I still can access the internet thanks to my abilities for procuring myself a reliable modem but actually my Internet connection is abit laggy because I am just using a VPN.
Thank God that I had discovered cryptocurrencies as well, I can trade easy just like buying and selling in real world but with no human contact. Then there is steemit where I had find real people which gave me some kind of security from my fear of my worries in my present situation because of my health condition. At least I have someone out there that I can get a helping hand in a time of need.