I've been thinking about this for a while. It's hard to think about dying without triggering the survival instinct or the thought of my loved ones suffering. However, as I was watching a TV series today, I decided to pause it during one scene and think about the topic.
I realised that apart from the things that I mentioned, I have already achieved a lot in my life. It's not "a lot" as in "cured cancer" or anything similar. I've just learned a few languages, I overcame the blockades that made me unsatisfied and I have become a version of what I always wanted to be.
When I look at my ambitions, I realise that they're just the amplification of what I currently have. I can't describe my past desires and accomplishments without revealing too much about me, but I can say that they are simple developments of myself, my nature, my abilities and my way of perceiving the world.
I've noticed that I have something that buddhists look for. I am in peace with existence and with myself, which are ultimately the same thing. I could die right now and I would not mind it that much. I mean, I do have some things I want to do, like eat ice cream or finish watching my TV series, but they're just earthly desires that are not necessary. I don't have any hard link to them and could give them up easily.