To be alive is easy. To truly live your life is... lets just say challenging.
How many time were you told to lived up to your dreams just to find out that you failed all over again and default yourself to where you came from?
That was most likely because people rarely celebrate the little victories they had while expecting something huge to happen overnight.
“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.” ― Oscar Wilde
It was said that success is not a beginning nor an end. It is the by product of your accumulated efforts over time.
Sometimes we just need to appreciate the things that happen to our life. To be grateful for the event that would ultimately prepare us for what is coming next in our future.
So don't give up. Do what works for you best and stay focus. Remember, to live is the rarest thing in the world. Many people gave up their dreams for a fraction of what is their worth. And it shouldn't be you.