Aloha
Let me get straight to the point with several questions to ponder.
Have you ever felt uncomfortable in your own skin knowing it doesn't quite match your inner thoughts?
Has being complimented made you very uncomfortable?
Does the whole world idealism repel you to social repellent?
You never did fit in and never will...so you thought.
You are quite a thinker, aren't you?! Welcome to your new normalcy. Victimhood never looked good on you. Let's try at innovation. Ain't that what you came here for?!
Are you still complaining how tight this skin suit is or will you dive into the meat of your traveling purpose: to witness and/or participate in this exciting transition fireworks?
A cup of coffee is waiting for your awakening, my dearest traveler!!! We only have a very short trip here, lets co-create together for the better.
Aloha