Events in recent days have made me wonder again about the actual underlying energetics to the physical realm we find ourselves in. It's similar to the idea that nothing is really random and that the people we meet, the situations we encounter and the locations we travel to mean something on a deeper level. As if the physicality we witness is "merely" the end result we see manifest, long after the energetic dance that underlies it all has been carried out.
So in the outer, there were pointers to a path opening up for me and it would mean both investing some of my financials for it and also undertake a journey to places, running errands and organizing things I wouldn't otherwise organize. Just to be able to take that door that opens up for me and walk through it.
What struck me though was that when the decision was made that I would go through with it because I wanted to take that door, we were visiting some acquaintances of ours who run on a largely different modus operandi. They seem uneasy with the situation, over-worried in places where a little ease would do wonders. They are good people at heart I believe but everything seems to be a "problem" to them, and then the next "problem" arises, and before you know it you will fall into ever more "problems".
And while we picked up some good information pertaining to my running errands for what I need to take that new door (i.e. where to buy items like ink and paper in this case) I couldn't shake the feeling that our impending voyage across half the country to take that new door was of an energetic nature in itself. Away from the people who somehow seem stuck in a "problem" mindset, and instead going to the people who not only offered their help to us but who have become good friends.
It's like we didn't completely need to travel to them but it feels rather quaint for what I am about to get into. And so physicality - the place my awareness if centered and from which I interact with the social, natural and life-related environment around me - starts to draw me to places and away from others. Starts to resonate with me from far away and opens up countless possibilities to choose.
I'm still not sure we ultimately have free will, but on the purely human level we really seem to.
Traveling this voyage the second time in the last three months has been offering nothing but cosmic support, everything was easy and effortless the moment we left the negative-dynamics-ridden acquaintances of ours with determination to go a different way.
School of life, it makes me marvel and wonder to no end.
This way, let's go this way; not that one.
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