And what else do you need as long as you have yourself? Such a long time I've been poisoned by those words, never understanding their purpose, their vision but still, she was screaming in my ears "YOU ARE ALL YOU NEED". In my mind, all the Gods from each Pantheon was falling, all the crystals in the world were cracking, breaking, tumbling around, I had a noose around my neck and I was singing to the happy child, like a madman "YOU ARE ALL YOU NEED, YOU ARE ALL YOU NEED, YOU ARE ALL YOU NEED..." 'till I understood, I fell to the ground, face-front and I picked myself up, full of wounds and blood, smiling, I spoke to her "this is the most beautiful day you brought to me". I understood that attachments are irrelevant, that their smiles matter but that mine matters the most, I understood what I've known for twenty years, I understood that I had to cherish every narrow alley, every pink sky, the fog of the day, each fume I breathe in, every pair of dilated pupils, every needle that pierces my skin, every knife I take out of my back after another spiritual fight. I understood, that for me, I mean everything and that no one and nothing else matters, that I'm born alone, that I die alone, and, however hard it may be, that I live alone, I live alone in between all the smiles and tears around me, with each attachment and with all the love that every human being penetrates my mind, with clean words or vile phrases. I'm myself and I need no more than my own acceptance and love. The best phrase I've ever heard, happiness does not depend on things or people, it does not depend on anything. happiness is a synonym for "to be".
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