Hello Steemians,
Today I forced myself to go to a place where there are so many people, I would normally never go there, but I put myself in a state of mind where I felt completely insignificant in the big scheme of things. I had to, I am very self conscious, and prone to anxiety attacks if I think people are looking at me. I know this is foolish, that even if people do look at me, it's only for a brief moment in time, and therefore does not matter.
Today I am the silent observer
In my town, this is the most expensive college that money can buy! The people that attend this school are considered to be upper class. It was certainly obvious that I was not a student there, but I didn't care.
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