As I said before, there was a new period of my life, moving to the Big Apple without knowing what to do after and how to survive having 200$. In fact, New York is not a cheap city to live, you have to spend a lot of money and spend all of your time working somehow to make sure you can afford everything you want.
However, it felt like a dream, when you have this feeling inside your body, that you are in some Hollywood film and somebody's watching you and everywhere is cameras.
Therefore, it is difference between being a tourist there and actually live there for good. Besides that you have to face the reality and deal with the fact that you are no longer the tourist in the city, but a person with the rights there.
Although, being inspired by the city, can make you feel confident and self motivated, like you want a part of the this community, be a New Yorker.
Thus, the first few months I tried to figure out what exactly do I want to do for living and find my own way of being an independent and free.
