Thank you very much @Saiya !! after a lot of practicing, reading and trainning i started to see the world in a different way, or someones face, i see the light how it's hittng the face, the contrast and the color.. sometimes even i don't know how to explain it. but i see it, it's there..

it's like you as a musician when you hear a song, you don't even listen to the music or the lyrics..
you can seperate the music organs, hear the melody, the tones or soemthing else
i wll try to share more knowledge, but im not that good on how to explain thing!! Thanks again!