Finally back from Canada! While I was there I was going on a roller coaster of feelings regarding content creation.
I realized the core problem was that I was relying on it (for a living) rather than having fun with it. Remember, we as artists create content because we love it. All the rest is gravy. Although we may depend on this, it just won’t come out right if we feel obligated to it and as a result lose the creativity along the way.