Lost in my own space!

I can't think of what to say and write, I am totally free just me got so blank!
I was gone outside and saw little things gone dry and withered and thinking again and again.
I don't know what's going on with me.
I saw Hive account@wonderwop's #freewrite delivery 3 days ago, thanks to him, and still, I can't hit a single word in my keyboard to acknowledge that red tongue prompt.
I don't want to talk to my people, just want to be alone.
I tried myself to push but I am still here stuck.
Getting my toes back outside and saw another single withered flower and took a shot, at first it was as lousy as me but then I realize that there's something in this dried one, It still holding back to its stem wanting to fight back from the harsh heat of the sun.
I watered those greens wishing that tomorrow there will be fresh buds to come out and greet me.
Things are still clear to me, this is not something mental, not depressed and I'm not sad too.
I'm lost, I know but still here.
I need some quiet space to contemplate and soon I'll be back.

Thank you for reading me and have a nice day everyone!