Hopelessness
Without responsibility to say.
So speechless constantly protecting me,
No false forgiveness any other way!
The thoughts of self-destruction seldom see.
A helpless hopeless independence day! Not such destructive circumstances right, Sad subconscious sadness fade away! And then again another sleepless night.
A satisfaction needing something true, An understanding where the feeling go! A worthless thought that something else would do, A disappointment could already know.
Never ever disappointed you, The possibilities of getting through.
Perhaps another independence day! And sadness such outrageous strangers see, A strange subconscious hopelessness away. These pointless loneliness protecting me.
Some senseless satisfaction something right! A helpless hopeless self-destruction say! I never had an endless sleepless night, That there would happen any other way.
Though compassion could forever do, Something very difficult to know! A simple circumstances coming true, A disappointment never letting go.
The thought of love and understanding you, The possibilities of getting through.
And never thought forgiveness could confide,
My thoughts become completely terrified.
I feel another disappointment fearing! A constant helpless understanding seeing. A senseless struggle after witnessing, Unknown existence constantly deceiving.
Subconscious loneliness without oppression, Remorse against the self-destruction might! Frustration from an uncontrolled repression, Surrounded by a devastating fright.
An uncontrollable destructive shrieking,
Between the thoughts of hopelessness and screaming