For those of you whom have seen my strength seen my pain seen my fear
The smiles of the shadows close in around me, tearing, ripping and drooling over the thoughts swimming in my head like a shark circling it meal waiting for the perfect moment to strike like a match the chemistry kicking into gear to produce that flame but that flame in me is not that of happiness but of rage of deepest sadness and pain
All I want is to feel laugher to feel warmth to feel feelings without this monster of the shadows consuming me wholeheartedly
Put on the armour put on the shield pick up your weapons and defend thy self for you are strong for you are bright for you are happiness beauty and bountiful of life
Where this is pain there is something more something I see in each person
The will to move forward in dark shadowy times it may smile now but let that brightiness inside fill you up like open arms and heart from loved ones and know that they and others are always there