I look up and see a clear sky,
It seems like my darkness has left without saying goodbye.
an empty shell with no reason of living.
Now, I'm a man seeking to make my own meaning.
It's time for me to change,
The old me has gone.
and a new me is reborn;
Just a loop to my next page.
I realize that I was only a shell
that pretended to be well.
a grown man in a boys body;
treating my own life like a toy.
My tears hit me like a stab in the back
Deeper than a sudden mutant attack.
I suddenly felt great pity;
I wallow In my own emptiness.