I don't know what I want.

I do not know how. Although, maybe I do. But I can't choose between what we want and the how. I want to you. I want so badly to write or call, to see, to hug and to enjoy your presence. But it would be correct to wait for your appearance. Wait until he realize that is not behaving properly towards me. My pride does not allow me to do anything.

Do not stop to think about you. Know what you all think, trying to understand, to build another strategy. And here, not to plans and reflections.

I said that I was principled. Warned that can leave. Now I am doing this. If you can not do anything, I'll just disappear from your life.

I don't want to do.

Don't want to lose you. You give me too expensive. But I cannot neglect my self-respect and hints of selfishness, which still remains.

You make me drink to the last drop. Do not give strength to itself. Do not leave the desire to live. I tired to follow you. Has already grown from the age when I could play and manipulate, and I have only clapped eyes and naively happy.

I want something more.

I resent the fact that you ignore me. What you spend time with everyone but me. It pains me all. Insanely sore. Did not bring me positive emotions.

I do not want to.

And I don't understand where I went wrong. What did I do wrong, deserve what is attitude?
Assume too much you gave. So I decided to take everything. All that was before. Now I carefully thought about everything that I do all the steps and concessions.