I am tired
I should never have known you
I should not have admired you
I should not have you
It's not just about going
Or maybe about separation
This is about the sincerity of mentoring
Why did you go?
What about this heart that has been guarded?
You left me just like that
Although the gaping wounds of the chest still exist
Although the wound was sore when tattooed
Evidently,
That's not enough to get you back
Now please
I give up
I give up
I became broken
Up to the lowest bottom
Before he just found out
I get rid of myself from you
Your attachment to him makes me helpless
I do not want to be a sharp pebble to him
Because I know, it's very painful
Now I have to say goodbye to you
And you need to know,
My racial and my memories become blood to me
It will flow, until the breath is over
Now I'm out of my waiting room
And you do not have to look for me
You know what I mean is not it?
I am tired.