1:11 This number is the beginning of a new path. To break away from old thought patterns to realign with truth and my path in this lifetime.
An ode to my womanifestations of love and life – of growth of expansion of healing of divine creations that the earth breaths. And so the phoenix rises, I have been born, died, reborn, too many times to count, and still I'm ever evolving and growing. I make the same mistakes from fear, fear that I am now looking at, staring at, embracing, so that it no longer controls me. Fear I look at you and understand you, where you come from, for I fear losing what I value the most. Love. So I hold anxiously not letting the very nature of you evolve and exist. As if it were fleeting and limited, but still so precious, and though rare to fine, it is infinite once we allow the stars to align.
I look at my mistakes rooted in not knowing what I want, uncertain or afraid to create my own path. This uncertainty led me to be lost and in the hands of not like vibrations- and so unrequited I weep- believing that it was my self-worth. Not understanding the dynamics of love. I believed what I desired was the same as my self-worth. For my self -worth was based from another’s gaze. A trap- perhaps, to keep the powerful afraid.
So now the veil has been lifted and now I see who I am and what I need. And I will allow my vibrations to carry me to receive the needs of my highest good and in return I shall give as the sun shines and gives his rays to mother earth, and the earth gives for the fruit to bare for her children to eat. Which her children then bares the sweetest fruits to then give the earth in return. This cycle of love is upon us. The canvas lies ahead for me to dream. Dream my deep presence, dream my nurturing fierce art, dream my brilliance that inspires. The vibration that is released from my breath is mother earth’s resonance of care, trust, and understanding. The loving vibration holds me. Shines light on my shadows, my light, my full existence, for in the cracks in the deep imperfections can the light shine through. I welcome those that can tend to my growth in loving acceptance, in loving ecstasy. For in union with myself – will womanifest in union with others. Partner or partners their consciousness will too expand and they will love themselves unconditionally. They will see their true purpose for being and they will hold my hand. They will stroke my hair and see the wisdom and curiosity in my eyes. They will kiss my cheeks and see how our stars align in our eyes when we touch. They will feel my heart as I will feel there’s and our third eyes will join to shed light. We will walk together and slide past the bars and traps of souless invaders disguised as benevolent law makers. We will fly high past the radar of surveillance and expand the consciousness of our brothers and sisters. Awakening those who wish to truly live.
Our children’s children will know all that exists within and they will continue the awakening. They will continue to receive and express the messages past down from our cosmic lineage. My loves- my tribe- will grow our vision to remember and rewrite the story that was buried- that was believed to be in the depths of the belly of the crocodile. But little did they know- we were born again in the belly of the beast. The closer we were- the more we understood its habits, how it preys, how it plays, how it pretends to pray. Intimately, we know this beast, we dance still in its midst- and so intimately we know how to undo this beast. And so with my love, with my loves, with my tribe, with my children, with my children’s children- our knowing of our true-selves will set us free, and so It is. We will hold each other up in gratitude in thanksgiving for the blessings of the earth of the stars from which we were born. From our birth begets the seed of this cycle of love. In orbit creating love and life and healing in the divine- we breath.