Want to be with you

I want to be with you
Hug you and touch you
Feel the warm embers of your body
See the sea off without a barrier wall.

I really want to touch you
Touch your face
See the beauty that is there
Want it.

The time with you is always in my mind
Although only a pseudo shadow I can save
But all about you is so real in my mind
I can see your face even when my eyes are black closed.

I can see you even though you're far across the blue
I can feel you even though I lay awkward myself as a lover of the night.

Everything is just maya
Fantasy is lost without being able to hold
Everything is missing in the eating reality
Because I'm here to beg you back.