I'm happy for "sadness"

I'm happy for "sadness"
It's owned the better of me for lay years

I'm happy but not for "gladness", she's found spaces in the hearts of many except mine.

I'm sad for gladness
She lost my mind to sadness.

I'm sad that gladness keeps wondering, when she'll finally be home, as sadness shrinks what's left of my soul.

I'm sad and I have been for too long 'cos It's yet another christmas and I'm broke still.