Filled with despair and rage
Every hope I bear lays baron in bloody miscarriages
Every dreams seems to rust my trust
Every lust lays crushed under heels
Left to reel whenever I dare to feel
Peel back the surface reveals my disgusting heart
Scabbed over but never heals
Picked apart so the Succubus can feed
In the pit of my soul lay a seed
If allowed to grow a dark demon freed
Free to terrorize and torture my already tormented mind
The one you left behind that summer so long ago
Now just a shadow that blocks out my light
Blight of my life I can’t fix or fight
Damned as I am and damned as I do
Nothing + Nothing = wasted on you, I’m wasted for two
Pasting faces on the mirrors just to forget who I am
Added faces to my Facebook to pretend someone gives a damn
Walking into backyards falling shitface
Waking in places naked, making mistakes
Broken and bloody wishing you could see me now
I’m a rockstar now well, when I’m drunk
I look at the stars when I talk to rocks when I’m drunk
The rocks are how I wish to be
Cold, hardened but so carefree
We already have something in common though
That just like the rock, I am something you’ll throw
Away...
