Welcome back. Thought I lose you there for awhile. I felt all of those, sometimes at its worse. Skip the below because I'm about to share my feelings about this poem. I have a strong feeling about it, but at the same time worry if you'll get offended. So jump straight to the conclusion.

The prayer part, I have a different opinion. I have learnt to pray for my strength, for my mental state, rather than praying for something magically get done by god's finger tip. Because I have that 1440 minutes praying in the past, and realized I've been spending too much time in prayer rather than really doing something to overcome the challenge itself.

For whatever reason I felt the punch in the poetry, I hope you already overcome it from the final few lines.