AN HONEST ANSWER
The truth is that I'm not okay
I don't even know what okay feels like anymore
Is it the numbness that sets in when I'm alone?
Is it the laughing I do in-between the high and low peaks?
I don't know anything anymore
I feel so endlessly lost
Like the future is a heavy fog and I don't have a light.
So no I'm not okay,
Not even a little bit.
Thank you for asking