Magnificent is what you are before,
Of all people I laugh at your silly jokes,
I believe I gave my all to you,
Dozens of sacrifice which I now realized,
I am unworthy to be elated without love.
Amazingly you gave me a blessing,
My heart goes on with one single hope,
Entirely broken probably unfixable,
Never to be your angel as I once was,
Never to be the medicine in your sickness,
Even if I try I am bound to fail,
Rescue is what I needed of you,
At last disappointment is what left in me.