the last year has been so fucking weird.
ups and downs
downs and outs
there were moments i thought covid was a joke
and moments where i was terrified to leave my house
moments where i thought i’d found love
moments where i thought i’d never be loved
moments where i felt like there was nowhere to go
and moments where i felt like i was exactly where i needed to be
there were moments where i was happy
and moments where i wanted to be happy
but today is just a moment
tomorrow will be a moment
and all of these moments are what make up our lives
we all have our own moments
that exist at once
i can tell you all about how i am in love with you
i can tell you all about how i want to be with you
and only you
for the rest of my life
and it won’t matter because you were having your own moment
an out of this world experience
and i was firmly planted in the dirt
i wonder where i’ll be tomorrow
i wonder where i’ll be the day after tomorrow
it’s not worth planning it out
because at the end of the day plans change
and whatever i think will happen probably won’t
so i may as well just live in the moment
stop being so soft
and take risks
try things i want
don’t take no for an answer
live with purpose
love with passion
and maybe happiness will follow
i sure as fuck hope it will one day