I dodge eyes lock,
I resist large circles,
How can I replace my fears?
How can I face my horrors?
Will they one day leave?
I am scared of little laugh,
I only feel mockery,
I feel you know my secrets,
I feel you can read my transparency,
I feel you know my weak point,
I feel you will expose me,
How do I shut you,
Seal your thoughts,
Or do I shut me,
Getting hold of myself,
Is this feeling in my head right?