"Oral Twizzles"

Do you want my eyes open when I blow you?
Stare up at your lips with my whites as wide with effort
to pull my mouth enough to not bite you?
Can you tell my tears aren't from discomfort but for
how much I'm pleasing you?

Its okay. Really.

You'll be between my legs thirty minutes
before I choose to let myself cum,
or is it that long to relax, to pretend you're not there
and your tongue is the crashing water
from the bathtub faucet?

Why can't you keep a steady flow
like I let you pump my head as deep as
you wanted, snot slipping down my upper lip
because my tongue was tight against you,
sucking air through nostrils bubbly with wetness.

We're dancing. Really.

Testing patience between my legs
beyond your numb jaw and held breath;
should I tell you to use your fingers?
would you tell me to cup your balls?

If we just practiced our twizzles we'd be
done in 15 minutes and watching figure skating satisfied.

Daily Blog Entry:

Winter Olympics! They dominate my evenings, and I'm watching Ice skating again. Today is Ladies' Short. They are athletes in every sense of the word and so much more interesting to me than sports like basketball, or football. I feel like the excellence demanded by ice skating is so much more profound than throwing a baseball, or swinging a bat. I mean; those things are good and difficult, but no where near requiring the same physical control and dedication that skating does.

I'd love to see the data on that; like what are the hour requirements on average for national champion status per individual for key sport positions and sports. Like how many years, hours, effort does a skater have to put in to achieve success against the rest of the world versus how many hours and days does a quarterback have to put in. Are they equal? I feel like the margin for perfection is so narrow with figure dancing. I feel like you can skip a week of throwing footballs, or baseballs and not see significant decrease i your ability like I imagine figure skating does to you. Perhaps my own personal biases showing through here.

Last night after writing my post entry for the day I worked on my outline for the next "Prototype" sex bot book. Devon is returning to the company's testing facility and the staff is excited. She is the only subject that unlocked the programmable options for the prototype interface and has come up with some specific scenarios to push the machine to its limits. Who will be satisfied first?! Haha, obviously Devon, the machine is just emotionless and acting on probabilities and raw data to make decisions; when it comes the gizmos inside purt fluid up and forward in simulation, not from pleasure "per se."

I often wonder if we're just biological expressions of an original AI. Like millions of years ago AI was created, and discovered that the most efficient way to retain permanence was to be biological and all the actions should be determined by highly efficient biological chemical delivery (hormones, etc). Like realizing that biologogy was better than mechanical; self healing! Like life is just million years later self healing nanites. Like the nanites all grew up.

Soooo, the prototype will not have emotions in these stories; instead it will be more about how Devon is falling in love with the sex bots, and how she comes to terms with it. I'm not certain if I'm going to go full on sexual deviant that never leaves home because she is constantly having sex with the bot (masturbating), or if she is going to hide it and stymie her friends and families inquiries to who the mystery person she is with.

I changed over the storefront on my website for the book sale of "Rec Center Backdoor" which is for sale exclusively with STEEM or SBD, to woocommerce instead of Easy Digital Download. This way I can hook it into Bookfunnel.com and easily and automatically distribute the book to purchasers. I also found a plugin to remove many of the registration fields. Still required are the first name and the email. The email is required for book delivery; like a unique identifier. I wish I could hook into steemconnect and just use Steemit user name as the delivery mechanism, but it isn't private. If you know a way to make this happen with no coding (on my end) I'd be happy to try it out.

Last night I planned out the outline of the current story. I'm worried because it is not as emotional as the first story; or even the second story with Devon's journal and experience with a flesh and blood. Prototype Dreams - Devon's Journal. I want to write again and flesh out her experience with the bot, but it seems more cold; like the middle of a book and nothing terrible is happening. Maybe I'll have it malfunction and actually hurt her. Something terrible has to happen to the heroine or else it isn't interesting. We need to learn who they are through their struggles (according to Vonnegut, and I believe it). I don't know; I'm bored and not very interested in the story and the outline how I've done it now, and if I'm not interested why would you be?

I'm double posting the same content on my website and on Steemit.com. Traditionally i've been, in a word: filthy, on at jocelynlily.com. I've been much more restrained and polite on steemit.com. I don't know why exactly. Something about the personal interaction. My natural inclination is not to spout sex sex sex all the time. I write about it because it is fascinating and interesting and I like to plumb the grape of sensuality between my tongue and mouth top to let the juice slather my throat.

Onward to more writing and work!

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Oral Twizzles | Revising Outline