In the depths of my mind lies a force
It gathers momentum, it's getting worse
I knnow neither it's origin nor it's destination
Its neither my doom nor my salvation
It pushes me to the greatest heights
It gives me wings and the will to fight
It gives me courage and a resounding roar
I feel free and emancipated
I'm relaxed, pure and untainted
In a flash it pulls me down
My soul emits a defining sound
Just like dark clouds herald the rain,
It prepares me to welcome the pain
It rushes my spirit and steals my breath
It strikes my soul and shakes the earth
I'm gasping for breath, alone and afraid
As with deep despair, my joy is replaced.