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We can’t silence the tick tick tock
Please sit down, we need to talk
A while back you said to me
Trust me girl I can set you free
I nodded slowly, promised my heart
Never let selfish things wedge us apart
The fear I experience each time fighting begins
Is enough to send anyone out on a binge
I used to need something it wasn’t quite clear
You settled my anxious unwarranted fear
I have known the true meaning of love before loss
I can never repeat it no matter the cost.
When you stepped in and stepped up to the plate
You became something only real love can create.
I have to confess, no wait- never mind
I should. No I shouldn’t. Geeze. I can’t decide.
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Fickle day
Sickly Stay
Nick nack
Jumping jack
Don’t do that to me dude
You realize that is rude
Step away from the withering relationship
Until we are undeniably well equipped
It’s not a money thing.
I don’t need diamond rings
You had me at hello
Why battle toe to toe
What healed me now stings
You and I, all these things
It’s so messed up and it’s clear
We forgot why we’re here
Remember me? I’m the same girl who you love
This pattern of yelling, a push then a shove
You got my mind racing
The hallways ...I’m pacing
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Our love is something so cherishable
Despite failing tests we aren’t perishable
Do not mistake my willingness to start this fresh
For something you and I will both regret
Love talks, in between, it’s not in our control
Master plan, it’s impossible watch it unfold.
Holy light gets brighter when you’re able to see
I can’t stay it’s too much it only hurts me
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I am indecisive it’s you in the path
I can’t stay afloat in the wake of such wrath
Why do I keep allowing it in
This used to be love but the remnants are thin
I started this poetry sweet and benign
But as I composed it something changed in the mind
Just as fast as I love you, an anger erupts
Your casual cruelty is harsh and abrupt
I simply can’t keep this. I won’t keep this up
I mean, why are we waiting when the Love is corrupt
It’s stupid to fake it and hope we retrace
The path I kept on as you playfully chased
But all is declining, your love, my desire
My inner voice screaming is this thing expired?
Why say “I love you” again and again
When it just doesn’t matter because good things always end
I am sorry to do this in a world we once made
I don’t want an end but, my man, I’m afraid
We spoiled the good part and what’s left is just this
We should think on it, drink on it , perhaps just one kiss
No food in my body no food for my soul
I miss you I am inches from quitting it all
The sound my empty stomach keeps making
Reminds me of us of my heart how it’s breaking.
Just please do it now
Draw a breath
Take a vow
need to figure it out
I can’t breathe
I want down
Off this pedestal, l want
my feet on the ground.
More fish swim the sea
But they aren’t you and me
And I silently wish this was just a bad dream
But it’s real and it’s vicious and I am tired of crying
I am marvelous and I have done too much trying
I can’t keep this up
It’s not fair
It’s corrupt.
I love you
However, FUCK YOU
You will see
I have bouts of luck too.