Is this real
Am I doing this
Is he ever going
To stop this hurting me
He isn’t stopping now
I cower always now
What’s the real atmosphere
Am I just crazy here
It’s irresistable
The days are drawing near
I’m growing weary of
Makeup is smearing off
This once endearing love
A disappearing dove
He actually sees me then
He wants to see me cry
He has no traces left of
Who we were back then
It’s not repairable
The things we broke into
A million particles
Some Sacred articles
My cheeks are drying now
I taste the simple salt
It’s hard to stand up and
A wasted symbol gone
I can’t keep stopping this
It’s flowing to the ground
Sobbing through shudders And
I can’t imagine how
Abusive circling
Reclusive thirsty thing
A vulture primed his wings
And when I used to sing
None of the feelings work
When my hero is a jerk
All of my sweet finesse
Free only when you rest
My knight in shiny gear
Got rusted mind won’t clear
You don’t see me at all
As what I really am
I’m going to decide
and listen this won’t fly
You can’t keep doing this
There’s not much keeping this
You knocked my spirit too
With punches you just threw
across my pretty walls
Before you scolded me
Was I at fault for this
I say ok to skip
Past any more drama
And hope to shake all of this.
👣⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️👣
There is my absolute tear drowned shit poem born from a bad bad morning 😌