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WORST FEELING
(a poem for mama)

You're the only women
who loves me the most
since from the start
and i know till the end
you sacrifice your life
just to give all that i need
you raised me
with all of your strength
and filled me with your love
you take care of me all the time,
you wont let anyone you hurt me
even a mosquito can't tear my skin.

But after all the sacrifices
that you made for me
I have nothing else to do
but to hurt you
I keep on ignoring you
and all the lessons that you taught me.
I made decisions on my own
without thinking
that it can hurt you,
and make the tears
fall from your eyes.

And after i see you cry
i feel the worst feeling
I can never imagine
its like a thousand needles
that pierced in my heart.
And after that, i promise to myself
I never let that happen again
I will never let the tears
fall from your eyes again
because i don't want to feel
THE WORST FEELING OF ALL.