When I was younger I realized
I couldn't swim deeper into the pool
I was curious
I wanted to know what was there
When I was 14 I realized I wanted to swim in you
In your mind
In your heart
Then I realized, how much curiosity hurts
And the deeper I got
I could taste your salty taste in my mouth
Instead of having the water all around me
It was you, your hands, your body
When I was 14
I realized you were drowning me.