Disclaimer: Poetry is my avenue for pain, confusion, dreams and disappointments but it does not automatically reflect on what's going on in my life. While some were fueled by past experiences. Most of them are from my imagination. Hehe.
Once and for all, I want to speak my heart out to you.
But I know you, from head to toe.
You won't even bother to decipher the words I utter.
The truth is, you do not really care.
I guess I am still that hopeless romantic lady.
The one you salvaged from misery.
Indeed, a man like you likes to be the savior,
A knight in shinning armor for a princess in despair!
I ran in circles trying to find my way out.
I was begging and you heard it from my shout.
Yet you called it the show and enjoyed the sight!
I went weak trying to exit from this fight!
I was fighting the same battle everyday.
I wish others would have a hindsight of my Mayday!
I want this to stop. I want this to come to an end!
I will now walk away from you and start to mend!
Nikka Ganzan, the author
I was destined to be a successful civil engineer but my heart belongs to literature. And if I have learnt something from the past years of struggles, it is maybe this - "Sometimes a leap of faith is what you need in order to find happiness. Because if you are not to become a happy person, then what's the purpose of life then?".
I tried working in an industry with the use of my maximum skills in my chosen field and I was earning big (bigger than what I expected), yet I was not happy. In between those times, I found deeper and stronger interest in my first and second love - writing and photography.
And so here I am, in my little corner in the blockchain. I hope you had a good read and check out more here ---> 