I’ve been made of stone
Breathed to life, by the air of living
Moulded out of sand, and still I bleed cause of the flesh
Am just a mere human
With feelings I can’t control
I’ve longed for a life well lived
One I would always enjoy
Without hardship
Yet, I’ve grown to realize
That I live in a world of humans
Where all needs and wants are just insatiable
Still I pushed
Never relenting not giving up
Just me living a wonderful life
Yet my dreams never took shape
Never became real
And you want me to sit and watch
You want to fill my ears with talks
Those that do not bring me smiles
Who is this God that you speak of
Who is this God you say understands
That God who saw me fall and left me
The God who people praise
God which God
Yet you say he is big and knows everything
You say he gives, forgives and helps
Get out of my house
You hypocrites
All I want is to look at my life in retrospect and hope I could go back
To the life I never lived
This is my dying wish
Do not disturb my peaceful sleep
Let me have this nap
So my life can start all over again.