Silence should do
When tears and guilt fail to save
My sins and weakness, has turned to capitalization.
Humph! More privatized than public institutions
What is wrong?
Where did I miss it?
My track has been rated fear
Outdated for the history
I'm tired, fired more than a sack letter
Let earth drain me
I'm being seived like a parboiled rice
Weeping has turned my solace
Holding on tight on my pillow
Watch it soak like I am in Jesus' blood
And even his red saves, but I bled still fails
I need space!
Struggles, insecurities and distrust for even myself
This has eaten up deeply in me
I've lost my identity
I may be frail
Yeah, I don't weep to main my essence
This humanity of mine switches up and down to an unknown destination.
I wanna withdraw but the ATM is empty.
My essence is now a fairy tale of once upon a time, I came a long way
Pfft... still I went a wrong way.
The bean pods broke out
The iron rods melted away
The dry was caught ablaze
Like the cows grazing on the fields
And there I lie
Sniffing for poison
raw perfumes and rusted lies
Oh heavens
Sweet of history
Yeah polluted in my soul
Still I will survive for all will be well at last