Depersonalisation I The plague of a nation

Going through the motions without feeling a thing
Nihilistic at times
I keep thinking :
Whats the sense chasing paper when you leave your family behind
Detached and floating around loads of cash ..alone with a hole where your heart was.
What a pity

More medication put me up on a higher level like an elevator
Dam I lost so many friends
Wishing I can see em later
When my affairs in order
People might stop staring at me like I got a disorder

I stay numb and swim in my own lane ..following my own line till I make it to the finish

. These poems may be simple in rhyme structure depending on the first string of words that appears in my mind . It may be whimsical or even silly to some , too me its just for Clean Pure Fun and hopefully to give you , my reader to lighten up .