The Pain Within

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Have you seen the trees outside?
Have you seen the sun shining wide?
Did you ever feel the air and the breeze?
Or looked at sceneries around your place?

Can you tell us that you felt contented?
Or did you ever feel that you were supported?
Did you ever feel that you were happy?
Or were you too busy to be jolly?

But then I guess you were busy hiding.
You can’t even go on walks every morning.
Every move you make, the public will notice.
That’s why you can’t even afford to be careless.

Everyone said that they supported you.
But you still felt empty and stuck in immense blue.
You sought for help but what you got,
Was a nonsense advice to mind it not.

You’ve hidden your pain behind a smile.
We didn’t even notice that you’ve been hurt for a while.
You felt helpless and suffocated.
That’s why you’ve pushed through what you’ve decided.

You decided to end all your misery.
So you made reservations privately.
To take your own life and end your pain.
It hurts for us but I know we’ll see you again.
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