Not felt...
It has been pretty long my eyes closed
Walking aimlessly
tracing the meaning of life

no matter what I'm going to do
because it's all a fake
that I want to find the way of truth

there used to be a pair of angels who taught me to crawl, walk, and love

but what is missing?
I can crawl and walk
affection?
Can not I get from someone else?
But what's different?
My life remains aimlessly.

I know, they definitely do not want me like this
lost direction and took the wrong path

but be aware, I'm just a spoiled child who lost parents
crying blood but will not go back
can only hope they can be happy there

and I will never change
I'm still the one I used to be
which you gently rub my tears first
as your child