When I write people often complain about my words. Not everyone is comfortable about the pictures I create and I know in some more censored forums I just might get a ban for skirting edges of lewdness. The truth is I write how I speak with people that are pretty close to me. If you have not heard me use certain terms while chatting with you, know I am either worried about losing your friendship or I feel you are just too sanctimonious. My close associates know my mouth runs rough. My thoughts are worse.
I have issues that I don't often talk about but I write a lot about personal things, issues that people face but dare not talk about. When I write poetry, I feel a certain kind of release from censorship, from societal judgment. It is as if my lips are open and I can finally speak as I feel. It is dangerous thing because poetry can be genteel, bright, teenage, nubile, well dressed, coiffed but I truly do not know how to think in such terms.
Maybe I have a mental state, I don't know. there are times when I see shadows at the corner of my sight. There are times when shadows move and then there is nothing there. hehehehe. Anyways, I am what my society made me.
Both poems are a reflection of my writing when they are random and unedited. I posted them on the mirakee app first before bringing them here. Maybe now you will read me in a different light eh?
Happy hard forking y'all,
©warpedpoetic, 2019.