2.am
A call of loneliness
Again I sit here in front of my monitor
Just wishing I had a comforter
I binged on an anime series today
And realized again
The world is full but empty
There are many fish in this sea
But alas my bait isn't as pretty
As all the rods cast next to me
I refuse to be fake
And I guess that's the reason I'm still up so late
I watched as my brothers left
My cousin followed shortly after
All of them going to a place of laughter
I just sat in this seat
Thirteen hours ago... I'm still here
I need a change of scene
I've become a real introvert
Mainly because of all the hurt
The walls I've put up are a mile high
They are massive sky scrapers blocking my view of the 'wordly' sky
I've given up.
Searching has left me empty handed
Like a gold digger that invested his life savings
Now he sits at his prime socially stranded
To many emotions are boiling inside me
My eyes are welling up, I can barely see
I just need five fingers of assurety
To warp around my hands and promote my individuality
By Ethan
2017/10/01
please do also go check out these song, they had me at the point of breaking down while I was writing
