Deep Down
Memories of you.
I looked calm and relaxed on the outside.
But inside, I died a little more each time.
I hoped for a better tomorrow…
A day with less pain, caused by you.
A day of cleansing rain, removing you.
Trying my best to keep myself in check.
I was a sailor in rough sea conditions,
Trying my best to keep myself on deck,
Losing my grip, and finding new positions.
The questions of what and why,
Buzzed like a swarm of bees in my mind.
Why did you leave?
What did I do to make you grieve?
Why did you look so relieved?
The answers never came,
You played me like a game.
I did my best to impress,
And in the end, I was only second best.
I may look calm and collected,
But deep down I’m hurt and dejected.
Note: If there are any spelling errors or things you disagree with, I would appreciate it if you let me know :)
By Ethan
2018/01/13