Last night
To be honest at this very moment
I have no idea how to make a poem
It feels like it's just left me
The feelings I can no longer see
I'm still writing because I love it
I finished an anime last night
That made my mental state plummet
It shattered me and made me realize
I'm all alone
It's was 2 am in the morning
Where a normal guy would out be partying or sleeping
While I was in front of the monitor binging.
It was a disturbance to my soul
That gave me a shocking wake up call
All I do nowadays is wake up, eat
Then off to the computer screen.
I've become so comfortable being a shut in
But I'm missing what I could rather be doing
I've lost my appetite for social interaction
But last night was like a allergic reaction
My throat closed up
It felt like I couldn't breath
My eyes were burning
I could barely see
An overwhelming feeling grows within
That I'm done with this I need to try again
I should actively seek what my heart desires
Even if it leaves me bruised, broken and uninspired
I can't stay the way I am forever
It's not right
The change I need to make
I realized last night...
By Ethan
2017/07/03
I feel as tho after last night my brain's been under constant siege
My hearts been slapping the crap out of every thought I've had and it sucks.
