I feel the same way, today, Hive account@xxsenpaixsamaxx. Thank goodness, tomorrow is always a chance to start, again, and people who know us and really care will always understand...

Since you gave us permission to correct your typos, here are a couple that I caught (as an editor for over 20 years, I can't help spot these things...)

"despondent" is with an e
"today's" needs an apostrophe to show possession

Wishing you a restful night's sleep :)
Yahia

PS - Here is a poem of mine that I just posted, on the power of imagination, that you might enjoy:
https://steemit.com/poetry/@yahialababidi/the-night-and-its-bewitching-might-where-poets-dream-and-cry-original-poem