I have no desire to expel my energy proving my worth to people that antagonize me

All you do is look to antagonize - you are not a victim, though you take that position after antagonizing others and they respond. You see, this post is a good example of your internal contradiction, where you have antagonized and then complained about the response. What this makes you is a manipulative and self-serving individual, even though you aren't very good at it.

I have had so little to do with you that I barely recognized the name when I got "cringe" written on my post the other day. It is funny, since you say that you, "have never cared for" my incessant ramblings, yet seem to spend time reading them. What does this say about you?

Your personal narrative and behavior has so little consistency that it is almost entirely incoherent and while you claim to not want attention and just want to be left alone, you spend your time trying to "stir the pot" of those you want to leave you alone, such as on Hive account@acidyo's post. This confirms your insincerity and your desire for attention.

You definitely expel your energy, but it doesn't prove your worth.