i'm so blessed to have found my soul mate, she's helped me through so many chapters already and i feel like i've just been take take take recently, i really need to up my game so she feels as celebrated as i do. i know that change with come but i want it now, want her to feel the way she makes me feel when she comes with the answers or solutions to things -- you know, those simple things we do for each other as humans that cracks a smile or surprise. need more surprise for 2018 please universe.