Hoy desperté con algo de letargo, no sé si dormí mal o era porque estaba pensando en qué haré con mi vida sin ti. He estado tan lleno de trabajo que no me había dado cuenta de que estábamos en abril. Ayer, cuando fui consciente, miré mi móvil y vi que era 7 de abril. Sentí un gran vacío en mi estómago al darme cuenta de que casi olvidé el cumpleaños de mi amada Hive account@aibi93.

Desde tu partida en aquel trágico accidente el 8 de abril, no hay día en que no tome un momento para recordarte. Fuiste esa chica que todo hombre quisiera tener a su lado, y por eso tenía miedo de perderte. Eras la única persona en quien confiaba sin miedo a que me juzgaras.

Cuando comenzaste la amistad con ese chico, del cual ni recuerdo el nombre, algo en mí, mientras dormía a tu lado, me decía que él iba a dañar nuestra relación. No te quise decir nada porque sabía que te ibas a enojar, pero al día siguiente fui yo quien lo apuñaló. Hice creer que fue un robo, tirando todas sus cosas valiosas en la basura, cuando en realidad lo apuñalé por la espalda sin darte tiempo de mirar quién era yo.

Pasaron los días y todo era tan tranquilo, solo que esa voz que me habla por las noches me decía que tú debías ser solo mía, y que debía hacer un ritual de sangre. Como sabía que tú no ibas a ceder, tuve que drogarte mientras dormías. Sin embargo, te di una sobredosis y tuviste un paro respiratorio. No sabes cuánto he llorado por las noches hasta dormirme. Solo quería estar junto a ti hasta la vida eterna, porque mi alma y mi corazón siempre te han pertenecido.

Hoy, en tu cumpleaños, solo deseo estar junto a ti y entregarte mi alma. Mi cuerpo se quedará en este mundo de lo tangible y lo material. Para mí, es un gran día. Renuncié a mi trabajo y dejé mis deudas saldadas. Mi gran felicidad es que voy a estar junto a ti nuevamente, mi amor. Ahora entiendo por qué dicen que "después de una gran tormenta, viene la calma". Duré un año en una gran depresión, pero ahora todo eso se irá porque tomaré el camino al mundo al que te fuiste.

Today I woke up with some lethargy, I don't know if I slept badly or it was because I was thinking about what I will do with my life without you. I have been so full of work that I didn't realize it was April. Yesterday, when I became conscious, I looked at my cell phone and saw that it was April 7. I felt a great emptiness in my stomach as I realized that I almost forgot my loved one's birthday.

Since your departure in that tragic accident on April 8, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't take a moment to remember you. You were that girl that every man would want to have by his side, and that's why I was afraid of losing you. You were the only person I trusted without fear that you would judge me.

When you started a friendship with that boy, whose name I don't even remember, something in me, while I was sleeping next to you, told me that he was going to damage our relationship. I didn't want to tell you anything because I knew you would get angry, but the next day I was the one who stabbed him. I made believe it was a robbery, throwing all his valuable things in the trash, when in reality I stabbed him in the back without giving you time to look at who I was.

Days went by and everything was so peaceful, only that voice that talks to me at night was telling me that you should be mine alone, and that I should do a blood ritual. Since I knew you were not going to give in, I had to drug you while you slept. However, I gave you an overdose and you went into respiratory arrest. You don't know how much I cried myself to sleep at night. I just wanted to be together with you until eternal life, because my heart and soul have always belonged to you.

Today, on your birthday, I just want to be with you and give you my soul. My body will remain in this world of the tangible and the material. For me, it is a great day. I resigned from my job and left my debts paid. My great happiness is that I will be with you again, my love. Now I understand why they say that "after a big storm, comes the calm". I lasted a year in a great depression, but now all that will be gone because I will take the road to the world where you left.